Get ready to dig it!!!!!

I have found that answer to that...that is "Fuck yes, I'm gonna fucking do it"

I always wanted to go for games design and development. All thanks to my mum for her greedy and selfish plan to use my obedience for her own personal gain. A fucking bad example I'll say. There's(pointing to the dining room) my mum sitting there while I'm insulting her online. If this gets spread around, she's gonna regret it(maybe for real).

First up, I need to pass all that shit so that I can stand a better chance of getting the transfer. Second, if I get the transfer, I'll whoop my mum's ass such that she can't sit and have to lie on the front for a decade. Third, I will have to brush up my drawing, re-learn all programming techniques(piece of cake).

If it fails, my mum's nonsense and idealess plan will carry on and I will wind up being a dog for her industry, making nothing out of it.

It depends on those guys on the other side(really).

We, as a family, view that science is the greatest. But now, I grew out of it. I feel that there is no balance. Then, I realised that Game design and development is a balance of art and physics. It is also the one thing that everything comes together like a jigsaw puzzle all in one place and second.

Mum thinks that it's all playing games. Well, it is a part of it where one have to play test. But this is where she is totally wrong.

I watched the additional CD that comes with Fable 2(Farhan lent it to me last year), I saw how they work, communicate with one another. The more I watch them, the more I want to be like them.

The bottomline is.................I want to be a game designer and I'll slash anyone(even my mum) in my fucking way....

No sacrifice,no victory

I can't sit there and cry silently...It's not really good for my health. I have been done in by my mother and my destiny. I thought things can go well but it was a wrong way of thinking that.

There's too many things that need to be done...It's also not good for my health. This "Chemical Process Technology" was nothing but a sham.

My mother "pushed me hard" into this course without realising what she had done and that was how my hopes and dreams have stabbed by her murderous hands. She did it right in front of me and all I can hear is its scream.

If only I have more power, I might have saved it. All the things I have been looking forward to disapeared.

Later, I was being told that I could "revive" it with a price. That is money, time, exsiting friends and syncronization. It might sound like it was way too much but I'm willing to sacrifice them.

For the money part, I'm willing to clean out my whole bank account. I can lose existing friends without trouble. I'll lose syncronization by about half a year( at least not the whole year). Time....Just take another 6 months to graduate( like I said, at least not the whole year)....

The question that hangs above waiting to be answered: Am I prepared to sacrifice all these?

That will be answered in time and I'm holding on to the course transfer application form...

Dammit Again...

I somehow misplaced my receipt for my Xbox 360 which means that my warranty will be voided by the guys from microsoft...

It's what they say,"No proof, no warranty."

This made me lose trust in funan IT mall....

Console blues

I have problems with my Xbox 360....

It failed to run games like Tales of Vesperia and Ninja Gaiden 2. However, Farhan neber had any problems with it which means that there could only mean 1 thing...
the console IS the problem.

Resident Evil madness

I really want to buy Resident Evil 5 for Xbox 360...

The gameplay is dam nice and the setting's more creepier than the other prequels.

The Happenings: Then And Now

It's been many months since I blogged and alot of things happened during that time period.


1. I got a Xbox 360 right after the Chinese B 'O' level exam.

2. Finished Ninja Gaiden 2 at 21/12/08.

3. Finished Tales Of Vesperia at 26/12/08.

4. Did a programming course.

5. Went to Korea in January for 10 days.

6. Got 14 points for 'O' levels

7. Got into my 1st choice.

8. Got an Acer laptop.

A fresh start for a fresh day

Here I am... Just created a new one and left the old shit behind.

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