No sacrifice,no victory

I can't sit there and cry silently...It's not really good for my health. I have been done in by my mother and my destiny. I thought things can go well but it was a wrong way of thinking that.

There's too many things that need to be done...It's also not good for my health. This "Chemical Process Technology" was nothing but a sham.

My mother "pushed me hard" into this course without realising what she had done and that was how my hopes and dreams have stabbed by her murderous hands. She did it right in front of me and all I can hear is its scream.

If only I have more power, I might have saved it. All the things I have been looking forward to disapeared.

Later, I was being told that I could "revive" it with a price. That is money, time, exsiting friends and syncronization. It might sound like it was way too much but I'm willing to sacrifice them.

For the money part, I'm willing to clean out my whole bank account. I can lose existing friends without trouble. I'll lose syncronization by about half a year( at least not the whole year). Time....Just take another 6 months to graduate( like I said, at least not the whole year)....

The question that hangs above waiting to be answered: Am I prepared to sacrifice all these?

That will be answered in time and I'm holding on to the course transfer application form...