Get ready to dig it!!!!!

I have found that answer to that...that is "Fuck yes, I'm gonna fucking do it"

I always wanted to go for games design and development. All thanks to my mum for her greedy and selfish plan to use my obedience for her own personal gain. A fucking bad example I'll say. There's(pointing to the dining room) my mum sitting there while I'm insulting her online. If this gets spread around, she's gonna regret it(maybe for real).

First up, I need to pass all that shit so that I can stand a better chance of getting the transfer. Second, if I get the transfer, I'll whoop my mum's ass such that she can't sit and have to lie on the front for a decade. Third, I will have to brush up my drawing, re-learn all programming techniques(piece of cake).

If it fails, my mum's nonsense and idealess plan will carry on and I will wind up being a dog for her industry, making nothing out of it.

It depends on those guys on the other side(really).

We, as a family, view that science is the greatest. But now, I grew out of it. I feel that there is no balance. Then, I realised that Game design and development is a balance of art and physics. It is also the one thing that everything comes together like a jigsaw puzzle all in one place and second.

Mum thinks that it's all playing games. Well, it is a part of it where one have to play test. But this is where she is totally wrong.

I watched the additional CD that comes with Fable 2(Farhan lent it to me last year), I saw how they work, communicate with one another. The more I watch them, the more I want to be like them.

The bottomline is.................I want to be a game designer and I'll slash anyone(even my mum) in my fucking way....